when i look around i see happy people and i wonder why are they super perfect? dont they have weakness or something . i mean cmon everyone has to have something theyre not happy about right? . i'll always whine around and ask why cant i have that? why cant i look happy all the time too ?
and i start to think again .
actually ive been happy all along . just that i dont realize it. ive been blessed with such great friends . who stick with me thru thick and thin . not just that , i also realized tht im onlyamong the people who has such great friends . ( among family laa) .most of the time i here people saying these people are two faced , they just use you for your goods. etc.. but for me i dont think wait.. i mean . i KNW they are not tht type of people
seriously ... when ive come to my senses i realized tht those people who i thought was perfect wasnt perfect at all . they HAVE their mess ups and sometimes their friends are not their when that happens ya knw ?. for instance that day ..... during sports day , im not sure if you guys remember . but sharm and i was there when tht happended. well im not gonna splurr it out here.
just that i knw when im sad or misreable i knw tht i have shoulders ready to cry on .not only when im crying shoulders starts appearing infront my face. if you get what i mean .

anddd andd look we dont ditch our friends for guys . do we ? i hope not . andd andddddd do you see other group of friends giving each other surprises on every other birthday ? . i dont think so
eg : for ren this year i think we poured water on her if im not mistaken
aaaand she didnt even see that coming.tht's counted as a surprise right ?

for ai .you guys made me a scrapbook . and bought me that box thingy
for mag . we made her a last minute card . im sorry . still it was a surprise
for sharm . we made that thing for her idk what to call it .and again it was a surprise too
haz not yet laahh . be sure to NOT expect anything GAHAHA

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as for me , i had a really rough time this year . despite the fact that i didnt get to tag along in MOST of your outings.still you guys dont waste a chance of inviting me out everytime im in subang . thanks

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now i realize who my true friends are. ive come across many people whom i thought were my buddies but NO . they were just there beside me when they dont have anyone to talk to. they just find me when they are bored or super stress and dont have anyone to complain to . and that my friend just makes me sick . now , im VERY picky in choosing friends if you realize.i'd rather say hye a million times to my true friends than even see eye to eye to whom i call FAKE FRIENDS.

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LASTLY , altho at times we may seem to not get along( which is VERY RARE i must say ) . hey whatta hey not all relationships stay solid all the time right ? . no matter what , we still fix it and keep our friendship strong and united. i hope we will still keep contact till FOREVER !! * HAND MOVEMENTS * . friends whom i refer too is not only the MARSH but also to spudin , yuuzhan , ridz and etc laaa you knw who people are la kaan .

"as we go on ,

we remember ,

all the times , we spent together ,

all our lives changed from whatever ,

we will still be

FRIENDS FOREVER!! *HAND MOVEMENTS*"

-vitamin c , friends forever (graduation)-

i love you guys to the max .
XOXO
love ,
thtpersonwhoissuperthankfulforhavingWEIRDfriendsthtshecanrefertoasCOOLPEOPLE
P/S : ididnt mean to make this post sound so touchy HEHEHHE...